membebel

from 1 to 10, they are all words to make you better..
but since you wont listen to me, its only nagging to you..

ok.. bila aku tengok sub kat video ni, serius sweet ok.. yela.. pompuan kan selalu membebel.. tapi seyes la.. pompuan bebel bukan sebab apa pon.. sebab dia care.. kalo dia tak care, takde maknanya dia nak bazir tenaga dia jadi tenaga bunyi.. huhu.. betul tak wahai wanita di luar?

a ring on my hand

mungkin shoutout saya pagi tadi menggemparkan sesetengah pihak.. huahaha.. aduh.. salah paham pulak kawan-kawan aku..

shoutout aku?

".. a ring on my hand.." - not even a finger la.. tp people are speculating and congratulating.. haha..

aku bagitau mak aku about my shoutout and how people react.. she laugh!

and she told me to say,

"tengkiu ^^" - apakah??? sengal mak aku ni.. haha..

tapi seriusly, langsung tidak terlintas untuk membuat semua orang salah faham..

well.. its juz about a ring.. THE ring actually.. ring that i love so much..

my mom's ring..

a few years ago, i lost the ring.. and then after about 1 year, my sister found it somewhere in my room.. myb it slips thru my finger when i was sleeping coz its a lil big.. i feel really happy about it..

back then, i was famous for losing ring in my house.. i lost my grandma's ring when i go to sagil when i was small.. hmm.. since then, my mom never give me any ring.. and that ring is the second ring i got.. i just want to treasure it.. huhu..

and then, just a few weeks ago, i lost it again.. i notice my bare hand when i was at the office.. and i panic! but my mom juz say that, "if ada rezeki, ada lah"

the next thing i know is, i found it at my toto, the place i was sleeping everyday.. haha.. then i wear it togather with the necklace coz i dont wanna lose it again.. but today, i just feel that i want to wear it on my finger again.. it belongs there.. not with the necklace.. hmm..

..a ring on my hand..

the end

takziah

semalam aku buat shoutout yang aku tak suka budak2 kat fb post2 vid pasal eksiden on 10.10.10 kat km 223 melaka.. pada aku, vid2 ngeri macam tu sangat lah tak patut disiarkan.. walaupon alasan korang kononnya nak orang amik iktibar.. aku rasa sume orang pon dah tau the FACT yang driver tu RETARDED or whateva la kan yang korang cakap.. tapi.. benda2 macam ni, kesedaran masing2 ar.. orang2 yang speeding tu, korang ingat, tengok vid2 macam tu, leh insaf ke? takde maknanya.. len ar kalo korang gi ketok kepala sekor2 time depa drive laju2 tu.. ha.. tang tu baru depa sedaq..

aku geram je semalam bila one of my kosmet komen shoutout aku tu.. aku dah agak dah dia akan komen.. and aku jawab sebaik yang boleh untuk dia berfikir.. harap2 dia terima la.. takde plak nak argue2 ngan aku.. huhu..

semalam masa aku lalu kat kawasan tu, seriau aja.. and aku nak je update status fb aku.. tapi, 1 of my schoolmate, boyfren dia involve dalam eksiden tu.. and looking her updating her fb regarding her bf, kerisauan dia, so pity la.. tak sampai hati nak cerita apa-apa pasal tempat kemalangan.. tu la.. kemalangan tak berbau.. harap dia tabah..

untuk mangsa2 dan keluarga kemalangan ngeri tersebut.. takziah diucapkan.. bagi yang trauma dan cedera, aku doakan korang sembuh fizikal dan kuat semangat lepas ni.. amin!

~falling~

falling in love is not an option.. but if i fall, let it be the best option i have.. amin~ (khairiyah, 2010)

nebes

aduh.. arini aku tergelabah.. sometimes aku sendiri pon tak paham dengan diri aku sendiri.. bila nasihat orang, bukan main pandai lagi.. bila tang kena batang idung sendiri, tak pandai lak nak control.. huhu..

jadi orang yang banyak dengar bebelan aku ialah kawan baik aku kat jepun.. ni la gara-gara selalu YM dia time2 kije.. masing2 dok cite problem masing2.. yang bestnye sebab problem kitorg pasal benda yang berbeza.. so.. give and take tu stabil la.. susah gak kongsi kalo dua2 alami problem yang sama.. nanti nasihat masing2 takleh nak pakai.. haha..

apa problem aku? biar lah jenny je yang tau.. yang pasti dia seorang yang sangat optimistic.. and apa aku boleh cakap, dia sangat supportive.. tak kesah macamana teruk pon kelihatan problem aku tu on that particular matter.. dia still kata ok.. and shud move on.. carry on.. and segala macam on.. haha.. oh! i think i really need to grow up and be patient and dont be so nervous.. haha..

tq jenny..

btw, agak2 spe tau apa aku tulis ni?

수가 막안 나시 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

kekekeke.. teka ek.. huahaha.. nurul amira ahmad zakhi.. saya tau anda tau.. haha..

Misi mencari chenta 365 hari?

urm.. i think facebook is much better place to know someone.. well.. at least we can judge something about him/her.. the way he/she communicate with others.. types of friends he/she has.. haha.. macam biasa stalk orang je kan aku ni.. huahaha..

takdelah.. i like to see how people react.. it shows his/her knowledge.. and honestly, i added a few other unknown friend just because of their comments thru vids etc.. like my shoutout last nyte.. "i like guys with knowledge" seriously, i think people with knowledge are attractive.. hehe..

tapi kalo dia dah bobe banyok2.. aku pong x larat nak dengor.. lari je kang.. haha.. well.. people with knowledge ni sesuai untuk jadi teman bertukar2 pendapat.. tapi when it comes about feeling, susah gak.. ada banyak benda lain yang perlu dipertimbangkan.. tapi kalo dia knowledgeable on feeling gak, dah cantek ar tu.. aku ajak bertunang terus kang.. huahaha..

buat masa ni tak jumpa lagi.. kalo aku ada masa, aku cari la.. tapi sekarang dok bizi ngn abstract la kolokium la.. tergendala la jap misi mencari chenta ni.. eh.. tetiba.. kalo wat post ni best gak kan.. haha.. "MISI MENCARI CHENTA 365 HARI" cewah.. entah ketemu entah tak kan.. takkan la aku nak bercerita kat sini.. isk3.. kalo ada yang molek2 leh gak.. hoho..

oh btw, ingat tak yang aku dok berdebar2 la kejadah tu kan.. dah takde pe rasa dah ler.. lagipun 1 of my fren said kemungkinan besar, dia dah berkahwin.. so, bubye la.. haha.. urm.. kalo aku nak tulis post misi tu, urm, kemungkinan besar aku akan tulis yang elok2 aja la.. kalo tetiba misi tak berjaya, and aku teruskan dengan misi yang baru, paham2 la ye.. ada la tu yang tak kena di hati.. ngahaha.. ok.. aku ngaku aku cerewet.. lolx :P

eh.. tapi kompem ke nak tulis? biar aku pikir2kan.. kang ada je mulut2 orang yang cakap aku gatal.. ha.. macamana tu?? mulut orang ni bukan leh tutup macam mulut tempayan tu.. kan2..

tapi pada aku, kita memang kena sentiasa mencari la.. means.. open our heart to someone.. tapi kalo dah ketemu tu, dok dendiam dah ler..

oh lagi satu aku nak komen tentang orang2 yang bercinta.. tolong la jangan ingat pasangan kita tu acuannya sama seperti diri kita.. apa yang kita jadi sekarang adalah hasil didikan mak ayah dan orang sekeliling kita.. pasangan kita tu mungkin berbeza.. mungkin sangat berbeza.. jadi, kita kena la ambil kira tentang family background dia jugak.. kita tak boleh nak harapkan dia jadi seperti apa yang kita nak..

aku pernah bercinta.. aku tau perasaan tu.. tapi tolonglah bertolak ansur dan berbincang.. kesian pada member baik aku..

aku paling tak suka orang lelaki yang tak open up apa yang dia rasa.. kalo tak puas hati, say it to my face la omputih cakap.. tapi bukanlah dalam keadaan marah2.. tapi dalam keadaan waras dan dua2 try cari penyelesaian.. kalo agak2 sebab2 remeh je korang bergaduh, ada 1 je ayat yang senang, "kita bukak buku baru".. end of story.. kalo la aku jumpa someone yang berpikiran macam aku, alhamdulillah.. i'll be really grateful..

one fine spring day

A warm wind is blowing like it was that night
The flowers you lovingly planted have bloomed
Before I know it spring has come again
I still want to deeply sleep like it’s winter

You are so very far, so very far
To be honest I miss you every day
Even the very small, very small trivial things
make me think of you every day

Your comforting scent fills the room
in the flowers scattered around
Because I’m afraid one day I won’t be able to feel it
I want to take hold of even the air that you were in

You are so very far, so very far
To be honest I miss you every day
Even the very small, very small trivial things
make me think of you every day

A day becomes months
It seems that even in my heart too a new spring has come…

You are in such a far away, far away, far off place
I believe to you every day is spring
On a far off day, a very far off future, if you see me again
Tell me we were always together