ok2.. i dont hate blue! its suju's color!

well3.. on the saturday, after blk dr kelas, i take a nap, n pastu aku bsiap utk concert super junior aka suju pd kul 2.. b4 that i've been arguing with my sis coz she insist on going early to bukit jalil.. *sigh*.. nak x nak kne r g awl gak kn..

so dlm kul 2 aku dh gerak dh.. kul 4 jumpa die kt bndr tsk sltn n amik lrt ke bkt jalil.. while waiting, aku nmpk r gak segerombolan girls yg pkai bju sapphire blue with super junior written on their shirt.. mak aih.. they sure come early.. n they sure wear blue yg ala2 kaler stesen lrt gak.. ahaha.. jht x aku?


rule no 1 for going to concert
we need the glucose for energy.. so, i paksa my sis to makan.. hmm.. after that bru la g ke main entrance.. its only 5.30 but people r everywhere man! at 6.30 only we can enter the building.. 2 pon, anggota RELA check our bag b4 enter..

rule no 2 for going to concert
xyah la ssh pyh simpan air dlm beg.. RELA buang ok! sb nye? sb diorg xnak kipas2 simbah2 air n tkena kat mic mreka yg mhl.. dlu prnh tjadi mse concert DBSK.. n plus, if u see on how they throw things on the stage, mmg ptt pon RELA check beg ktorg n rmps air tu.. tp aku tseksa r.. xde air ma.. thank God i have the energy after eating 5 DOLLARS NASI AYAM!!! bapak mhl kn.. we r not even tourist! demm..

rule no 3 for going to concert
buy ur own glow stick before arriving at bkt jalil.. coz its demm expensive ok! glow stick for rm30??? sorry.. cant buy it, have to save.. its more than 3 days punyer duit mkn taw!! isk3.. menangeh aku nk mbayar nyer.. haha.. kedekut aku ni..

rule no 4 for going to concert
buy ur public transport ticket to n fro coz u will save time on queuing for ticket after the concert.. it works ok!

rule no 5 for going to concert
no need to queue sepanjang2 tidak coz there will be people yg potong itu Q.. sy la slh sorg.. huahaha.. sorry2.. haha..

rule no 6 for going to concert
tell ur mom k.. we need her bless.. n i get her blessing with her 'music' too.. its combo! hahahaha..

rule no 7 for going to concert
make sure u got a really high pitch voice to scream coz other girl will scream louder than u.. hahaha..

rule no 8 for going to concert
plz dont control.. coz people can see ur true colors when ur feveret singer wave at u and u will suddenly stood up n 'awww' people around u.. plz tell them to close back their mouth n make their jar back into position k.. hahaha.. its normal for people to lose their macho ok especially bl siwon yg lmbai2.. haha..

rule no 8 for going to concert
plz call up ur famly mber n frens during the concert coz they will feel jealous.. ahaha.. no lah.. they will appreciate u more n next time we can go together.. the more the merrier.. n makin kaya la gamaknya artis kesayangan kte tu.. kte lak jatuh miskin.. ahahaha..

rule no 9 for going to concert
wear deodorant or perfume after the concert especially for the one who is at the rock pitt coz u'r demm smelly! haha.. mse nek lrt tu, mau pengsan aku rse bl sume dok dlm tu mcm ikn sardin..

rule no 10 for going to concert
juz enjoy the show.. (mcm lgu lenka tu.. hehe)

this is the cassielf.. the hybrid of cassiopeia n elf.. haha.. nice meeting them.. they r really super duper friendly.. sume kwn2 aiza.. credit to her fren for this pix..

p/s: lega gle dpt mkn panadol on the friday night.. i got a very fresh start on the saturday.. ^^

Me n Diah in Wonderland!

OMG.. it feels like ages i dont write any entry..

anybody miss me?? hehe.. i know who my biggest reader are! n yes, they r plural..

sorry dear.. cant update coz i'm so busy lately.. u know.. haha.. mcm bz nau je kn.. apsal ayat aku gedik2 je nih.. hahaha..

hmm..

spnjg last week, bz sb nk siapkan abstract.. by wednesday, suppose dh kne anto.. but kengkonon mcm dh otai sgt la kt fac tu, anto la lmbt.. on friday bru submit.. hehe.. Dr.Z sign proofread pon ari Khamis tau.. mcmane la eden nk anto lbh awl.. hehe.. alasan2.. no matter what i say.. sume nye alasan.. xyah la sy explain byk2 k..

so, on friday, i take a leave.. kul 8 g fac, anto proofread.. g pej pngurusan, mntk en.khalid pos surat ke DOE, n then, trus amik bas ke komuter sb i'll b meeting my besfren mse matrik.. so, by 10.20, aku dh smpai seremban.. then, aku blk melaka jap, tp x singgah pon umah sndri, by 5.30, nek tren g mid valley.. phew.. pnt nye..

dh r mse smpai2 tu, tjumpa la sorg makcik ni, dgn bwk beg besar nyer, aku n diah tlg r angkat2 beg2 die.. nk jumpa ank nyer katanya.. aish2.. klo aku la kn, aku x bg kot mak aku bsusah2 mcm tu utk nek tren.. hmm.. ok no more on that coz i have bad impression thadap situasi tu.. xyah r ckp byk2.. xbest pon..

then, g amik2 gmbo kt centre court yg ada ltk alice in wonderland nyer setting.. best!

p/s: stil x dpt tgk alice 3d.. mmg xde rezeki.. hukhuk..

just FYI

do u know that there are syndrom where pregnant woman usually craving or elergic to sumthg right? n today i heard about this particular pregnant woman cant look at laptop screen for a long period.. so.. mcmane klo kamu di luar sana, yang bekerja or menulis tesis yang menggunakan laptop sedang mengndung dan dapat elergik ni.. ssh kn? huhu..

p/s: berat saya x turun2 3 4 minggu ni.. tapi nasib baik gak dia x naik.. hehe.. peace2.. v(^^)v

Batu2 di atas kepala..

ok.. sy juz nk bgtau sy bz lately..

lepas present utk kelas Env Industrial Mgm aritu, sy rse sgt lega.. mcm sebuah batu besar dh di letakkan ke tanah dan bukan di kepala n bahu sy lg.. huhu..

tp.. masih ada lg batu bata yg dok tercongok lagi di atas kepala dan bahu diminta untuk diturunkan satu persatu.. masalahnya.. nk tggu mereka turun satu persatu, satu badan rasa sakit.. adoiyaii.. tpaksalah sy bsabar..

one thing i learn ketika mengadu kesakitan pada seorg kawan sy, dia kata "Dont think too much.. but act"

yeah.. ada kebenaran dalam kata2 nya itu.. tapi standard la.. lumrah perempuan pikir jauh-jauh ni.. pastu dok risau sorang2, n serabutkan kepala otak sendiri.. haha.. walhal kadang2 bendanya hanya simple sahaja..

tapi kira ok gak aku just menserabutkan kepala otak sendiri.. kalo la dibueknyo den serabotkan kepalo org len gak macamana tu? maka bersyukurlah wahai kawan-kawan ku.. kerna aku tidak memberi bebanan tersebut pada kamoo2 semua.. huhu.. tapi kalo ada yang terasa, minta maap la ye.. tidak terniat langsung di hati untuk menyusahkan kamu.. huhu..

ok.. jd, pada hari jumaat ni ada member ajak tengok alice 3D di Mid Vall! yeay! mmg aku nk sangat tgk.. kat melaka aritu fullhouse! hampeh jek! huhu..

pada hari sabtu pulak g concert! yeay again! tp, dgn harapan concert abeh b4 kul 12 so that i can catch up the last train.. hehe..

and on monday i have to go to ampang.. maybe, alone.. sb untuk research aku.. huhu.. wish me luck k.. g ampang tu, aku nk redah je.. selepas dihalatujukan oleh L.R secara yahoo messenger.. sungguh effisyen betul teknology sekarang kan.. tidak perlu bersua muka.. haha.. mengarut je aku ni.. hehe..

pastu prepare for colloquium.. hmm.. wish me luck!!!

p/s: after masuk kelas Env Industrial Mgm tu kan, die mbuatkan aku berfikir untuk bekerja and kutip seberapa banyak ilmu di dada dan bila agak2 ilmu tu dah cukup, baru layak untuk sambung phD.. huhu.. sebab org2 yang sambung phD yang berada dalam kelas tu sumenye berkaki lebar! saya cemburu dengan ilmu mereka.. huhu..
tapi, xtau la kalo diri ni layak untuk menjadi seperti mereka or tak.. kerja pon xdpt lg ni.. huu..

MIchael Jackson Medley

found this vid while searching for glee- dont stop believing.. this sam tsui cover for that songs.. its so nice until i found this at the playlist..

i like this! so much!

For the Rest of My LIfe

i've been repeating this song over and over again..

megat r ni soh dgr.. mat crusty crab pon layan lagu nih! kagum aku.. haha..

btul2 syahdu dgr lgu ni! x tipoo.. try to listen.. use headset.. n listen to the ritma n puisi..

Maher Zain - For the Rest of My Life



For The Rest Of my Life
I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found your home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And there is a couple words I want to say
Chorus:
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you...loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know it deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together in Jannah
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

*Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart..

Credit to sakinah-omar.blogspot.com for the lyrics ^^

p/s: kalau la aku dh kawen, akan ku paksa hubby aku nyanyi lagu ni.. haha.. :P

My conscience vs my feeling

urm.. a few days back a fren of mine ask me a question that make me feel like crying a bit..

of coz la about my ex kn..

hmm.. her question, "What if, he wants u back? Will u accept him?"

This question is a question i keep on asking myself..

I ask my fren back "What do u think? Shud i?"

And she said, "I dont think u shud.. coz he dumped u.. it means he doesnt want u anymore.. n most probably he wont ask to get back with him"

....

I'm a bit dumbstruck coz thats definitely one of my conscience/logical thinking been telling me since we broke up.. Once guys have been decided, they really mean it.. there's no need for u to be sad about coz it wont change his decision.. n of coz i have to be strong.. i dont wanna be a girl who too afraid to look up to the sky after being dump.. n i live not for him.. i have my Creator and parents..

Thats what my conscience been telling me.. but what my heart been telling me is totally different.. He probably been thinking a lot about our matter n he thinks this is the best solution to get out from the problem.. when he settle it, he probably will try to get me back..

huh! so lame~ <-- this is what my conscience will always fight back.. haha.. lawak la plak.. mcm split identity je aku ni..

But what if he really settle the matter n wanna get serious with u? <--- my feeling

He will never.. coz if he really love u, he wont leave u <--- my conscience

What if he say sorry for that? <--- my feeling

Ok then.. what about ______ ? Do they really ok about u? (i cant tell it right here.. its between me n him) <--- my conscience.. my utmost scary things about this relationship

Ok.. juz leave it and drop it then.. <--- my feeling surrender.. coz my feeling know exactly how it felt.. it hurt.. hukhuk..

What i can say for now, i dont have faith in him returning back to me.. but i have my faith in Allah swt to bring me a good guy for me.. if he is the one, He will surely show us the way.. but if not, until death, He wont bring him back to me..

Frankly speaking, if i wanna start a new relationship right now, it's not because i wanna forget about him but i'm over him.. its been a year.. i thinks its enuff to think wisely n move on with my life.. my heart? dont worry.. if this new guy know how, he will certainly got it..

insyaAllah..

^_^

wasalam

What a day

waaa... so long never update 1.. <--- ayt bahasa inggeris rojak lps blajo 11 thn kt sek convent..

hmm.. lama gle x update ni.. xtau nk cte psl apa.. n 1 more things, there's juz so many things linger in my mind.. n sb tlalu byk, i juz drop certain things like updating this blog.. huhu

oh btw, i'm not going to PD this week.. coz i have to present for my course that i take this sem.. *sigh* xdpt poya2.. but! i'll be going back to Malacca right after the presentation.. hehe..

i'm sooo happy~ tak kire la blk nek tren ke bas ke, jnji smpai umah.. hehe..

tp rse2 mcm nek tren smpai ke seremban n i'll take the bus from terminal 1.. hehe.. xkesah la.. nti bru pk.. haha..

i've got presentation on saturday, i got to submit my abstract for colloquium on wednesday after that n i have to prepare for my progress report n slide for colloquium on april..

ah.. demmm~ -_-"

Snickers ku!

Tiba-tiba saya rindu dengan snickers yg makcik cleaner curik mse sy study dlu!

Smpai sekarang sy x kan maapkan makcik!

waaa~~~~~


p/s: ada spe2 nk blikan saya x? saya nk sebijik mcm ni.. haha..

masih aku igt ayat cha:
khai.. kasut ganas.. comel je ko pkai.. haha..

agak2 ayat die kejian ke pujian?

agak2 aku patut bg die pelempang ke selipar? hakhak.. :P

Niyang Rapik x best? Tipoo..

ok.. spe ckp niyang rapik x best? siap bg 2 bintang lg tu.. hmm..

pd aku, jln cite die ok.. x merapu..

n its better than santau ok.. i hate santau..

especially bl nisdawati blakon jd ntah hape2 2.. sb watak die x seswai lgsg..

aku bg cite ni 3.5bintang.. ok r tu.. hampir ngn percy jackson cite omputih tu.. hakhak..

n 1 mistake aku rse tentang crita ni ialah memilih shaheizy sam sbg slh 1 main character..

sb.. every single word yg kuar dr mulut die, people akan gelak..

hello.. aku nk tgk cite antu.. bkn cite lawak.. lg pon tggl kan la gelak2 kamu tu utk cte adnan sempit.. aduh..

no wonder ada yg ckp x best sb lbh pd lawak dr seram..

tp bkn shaheizy sam je yg shud be blame for that.. the audiences gak! kalau la wyg tu aku yg punya, syok btul! leh tgk sesorg je..

wahai peminat2 adnan sempit, watch him in bohsia.. he's way better dlm tu! seyes ckp.. i dont quite enjoy adnan sempit sebagaimana aku enjoy tgk die dlm bohsia.. mmg die lg sgt 3 suku r dlm cte tu.. n u'll love him!


p/s: u shud gv it a try.. and give this movie a chance k..

bz bz bz

lately ni bz ckit..

senin aritu g G&P.. dr kul 10pg smpai kul 3.30 ptg.. dgr, melangok je Mr.Goh tu ckp psl projek kat Perlis.. 2 pon fara mntk permission utk make a move.. klo x, dok la lg..

kuar dr opis, sakit pale.. mne x.. opis sejuk.. luar pns gle.. sabo lg aku time 2..

kul 4, aku smpai umah.. x msuk opis pon spnjg ari.. x larat gle..

arini touch up chapter lg.. ptg kul 2 siap kan report utk dr.. aigo.. fening2.. sume kje yg remeh2.. hukhuk..

when i'm gonna end this!!! tlg laaaaaa~~

find me a pakwe so that aku leh gaduh2 ngn die time aku tense.. haha.. leh ek mintak mcm tu.. haha..