falling

i always like songs that shows strength after breaking up.. or strength when we got problem with love.. or say that you are not my type just like my blog's song? or song that said, i dont care about you anymore, so go rot in hell..

haha..

kejam? kind of..

i'm scared.. actually..

to forget how it taste like to be in love..

to feel happy to hear love songs.. to be thinking that all love songs in the world is about you and your love one..

i watch glee season 1.. there's a song that sounds like "we used to be falling in love.. but now we are falling apart"

falling in love or apart is not option..

things just happen..

falling in love make us feels like sleeping on thousands of roses' petals.. you find yourself smiling, saying his name unconsciously, and always put yourself in his shoes..

falling apart? is the most hurtful thing in the universe.. you know you both are drifting.. but with the effort of only 1 side, its just a matter of time to give up.. and while waiting, you cry in your sleep, having nightmare that he would leave you.. but this is the moment of truth.. is he the one who willingly go up and down with you.. or just a passerby who will stain you forever..

when i broke up, both of us already give up on our relationship.. coz he ask, and i say yes.. tho i'm still clinging to him after that but i know, sooner or later i have to let him go fully.. and yes, i did.. Alhamdulillah..

so here i am..

wishing one day i'll appreciate beautiful love songs again..

insyaAllah..

=)



ok.. one of my favorite song dulu ok.. so gay~ ahaha..

look how hunk sing love song without hurting their image.. :P