ok.. tau x selama ni aku membesar dengan perasaan, best nyer kalo jd llk..
1st sb aku rse mcm llk ni powerful.. aku sgt kagum r ngn llk.. sume pon diorg mampu buat.. abg n ayh aku is my man idol.. haha..
2nd sb aku rse diorg ni happening gle.. xyah pon malu2 meow klo nk wat apa2.. bbnding ngn ppuan yg slalu kne jg tgkah laku nyer..
3rd sb aku ada abg.. n wpon dlu kecik2 aku slalu je maen game rambo ke, game keta ke,. bina kubu dlm umah ke, tgk cite ganeh ke mcm cite judge dread (x silap aku g tgk wyg ngn ayh n abg aku kat pggung cathay.. time 2, 2 je la pggung yg feymes kt mlk ni.. gsc pon xde lg.. ganeh x?).. but stil aku terbatas on certain things.. cth nyer, abg aku leh kuar ngn cousin aku merayau2.. but not me.. kne dok umh.. xleh join diorg men tgh pns.. diorg leh g jusco utk beli tape ultraman, tapi aku xleh.. busan btul..
4th sb aku sndri rse, busannya jd ppuan.. coz we hv to grow up with this kind of physical.. u know what i mean? i think its burdensome tau.. lps tu bru la i learn that this is what they call the 'assets'.. whateva..
5th sb ppuan kne dress up well.. argh!! nympah aku bl idup d kelilingi ppuan yg aku rse sumenye fake sb u know, appearance can lead to wrong judgement.. x smestinya org tu well dress, diorg well mannered.. btul x? haha.. mls gle aku.. but thank God, my mom n dad prefer we wear sumthg that is comfortable, menutup aurat n not so flashy.. coz u know.. fancy dresses not only attracted boys (which can lead to mslh so-sial) but also attract people who u shudnt attract (phm2 ler.. perampok ke.. pencopet ke.. ada phm? ye r.. die tgk ko pkai cantek je, mesti igt ko ank org kaya kn.. isk2..)
6th sb aku rse ppuan adalah seorg yg serabut.. huahaha.. bl aku besar.. indeed! mmg serabut.. sorry guys.. cant run away.. haha..
Ok, frankly.. this feelings still have.. but not so strong lar.. i luv being a girl rite now!
1... wpon skrg ni aku stil tgk cite ganeh, tp aku dh start lyn luv story gak.. universal la tu kn.. ok r..
2... bsyukur dgn fizikal n perasaan seorg ppuan.. best apa jd ppuan.. llk xleh express feeling sgt.. haha..
3... wearing sumthg girlish kdg2 (but most of the time, i prefer simple clothing).. it does attract man.. haha..
4... ingin mcari seorg llk yg boleh dikagumi n can b rely on like abg n ayh aku.. amin.. moga btemu..
5... aku terima fitrah seorg ppuan ialah mpunyai sifat malu.. pcaya x aku seorg yg pemalu? haha.. mesti korg gelak bl bce.. this is me.. but.. bl aku semakin pndai bergaul dengan org, sifat malu tu harus aku buangkn.. malu biarlah bertempat.. cume kdg2 i can b very quiet at a time.. nak2 lg bl rmai org.. haha.. sopan apa klo senyap.. kn2? hehe..
Ada 1 je bnda yg aku kne redha sb jd ppuan.. kitorg stil makhluk Tuhan yang lemah.. wpon aku x suke, but i have to admit, itulah kenyataan.. kitorg jd lemah when it comes about dealing with man.. err.. fhm x?
i'm not talking about love lah.. haha.. but what i want to stress up is that, girls attract guys (bad guy i mean).. if u have a whole bunch of girls in ur car, u still look vulnerable.. size n quantity of girls doesnt matter to men.. bad guy stil can take advantage of ur weaknesses.. see what i mean?
Cthnye.. aku rse aku akan ok bl bwk kreta mlm2 or g mne2 bl mlm.. but what my dad sees, n my bro sees, n my God-sis's husband (i call him abg nora.. he like a real brother to me.. baik sgt.. igt lg mse aku kecik, die blom kawen lg ngn akk aku, die bwk kfc n kitorg lepak luar umah n mkn kfc smbil ngumpat2 psl org sblh.. haha..) sees is that, i'm a girl.. they r worried.. well.. good men worried about girls because of bad men (not batman k!), mmg ptt pon kan.. sb they all good! hee..
prnh 2 abg nora ascord aku blk dari umah die sb dh lewat mlm, walhal aku rse aku akn ok.. sb aku rse area tu ok lg.. x mcm kl kot.. kul 2pagi.. memang logik r kalo die risau.. haha..
arini, my mom tegur aku bl aku ckp nk kuar tgk wyg lps kul 10 (sb adik aku abeh keje kul 10mlm).. mak aku ckp, ayh aku nk tegur aku sb aku dh start blk lewat.. sblum d tegur oleh ayh, baik d tegur oleh mak.. wuwu.. selama ni aku igt diorg ok je.. lgpon diorg tau aku ke mne n aku slalu kuar ngn ppuan je.. shud b no prob.. tp rupa2nya, diorg risau.. shudnt blame them.. aku tau aku x ptt begitu.. siap ckp lg 'kalo ada abg, xpe gak'.. wuaaa~~ bestnyer jd llk.. pasni xleh blk lbh lewat dr kul 9.. hukhuk.. baiklah.. saya redha..
ok la.. ekceli perenggan ats ni je yg aku nk ckp.. punyalah pnjg mukadimah die.. haha..
salam..
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