Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus

Remember my previous post abt guy that i like? i wud like him to pour all his feeling out?

hmm.. i think none of guy wud do that huh? Its not ur nature rite..

i've read 'Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus' by John Gray..

I think boys n girl out there.. u shud read it.. its really good..

Sumtimes when we r in a relationship, we thought everythg wud go smoothly..

But we forget that we r from different planet..

We even speak differently..

In the end, our memory lose will make us ruin our relationship..

When i read the book, i juz like 'ooh.. is this the way guys think?'

Hmm.. we r indeed different..

Cerita 1: Selama ni org jln pkai apa?

Situasi: Ketika seorg perempuan sedang komplen tentang tangannya yg tidak lawo sb chicken pox

Gadis: Mak.. tgn sy x lawo dah.. wuwu..
mak: Nsb baik ada tgn.. ade org tu jalan pkai kaki..
Gadis: Huh?

Things that make ME stay away from GUYS

COZ I'M TOO CHOOSY.. HAHA

Physically
Hot looking guy.. a lil buffy.. but not so buffy.. juz nice for me to hug him.. taller than me.. i feel secure.. Like Dean Winchester.. oh I luv him! Naughty, rock-headed but soft from the inside..

Facial
I'm attracted to single eyelid guy.. which is to say, chinese look.. with a great smile.. innocent look.. Good at making expression.. Well.. klo x good at making expression pon xpe.. bl kwn dgn i, he will for sure b good at making expression.. haha..

Verbal
I dont expect him to share evrythg with me..
But he have to get excited when he sees food.. it will make me wanna eat too.. i like to eat.. what do u expect? anorexic bf?
He can give a good comment n b a good advisor..
He can turn to b a gossip girl.. haha.. but urm.. no extrem kutuk2 ok? its enuff if the gossip can make me say.. 'eh biar betik???'.. klo lbh2 kang jd mami jarum lak.. haha..
I like it if he pour all his feelings especially the bad 1, verbally.. not by action.. i ni lemah smgt ckit klo org marah2 ni.. if u say it in a rational way, we can sort it out.. we'll discuss it n find a way..
Can convince me in anythg i do..

The most important things..
He loves me for who i am..
He loves everythg about me..
He can lead me to b a better human..
Loyal and baik ati.. ^^

The donts
Too gedik especially in front of others.. save it ok..
Mengongkong.. pushy..

p/s: no wonder i dont have any bf.. haha..

Class 1

well.. yesterday (saturday) was my 1st class that i attend s a master student.. i was so anxious.. actually this wud b the 3rd lecture.. the 1st lecture i dont attend coz i didnt register for that course s i got prob with my username n password at student portal.. 2nd class, i've got pox..

with pox on my face, i attend the 3rd class s my sick leave only valid until Friday.. lg pon aku x mau la ponteng2 class byk sgt.. aku yg rugi kang.. huhu.. lucky me, lecture tu x lah jauh sgt dh.. n i can still catch up with what he was discussing with class.. nsb baik thats the only class yg aku amik sem ni.. xlah semput..

the lecture is about EIA (i know abt it when i do my fyp).. heat island effect (urban forestry class).. estuaries (Dr.M class).. water quality (my fyp).. sediment quality (my labmates' fyp).. organic pollutant.. soil (Dr.Osu's).. damn.. he said right now, its better to check the sediment rather than to check water.. it worries me a bit.. s my research will basically on parameters of water.. i dont know.. his research is more on organic pollutant.. of coz it is better to check the sidement.. hmm.. think think think.. with seminar coming up.. i dont want to screw up the colloquium..

I really enjoy the class much.. tp, leh lak aku kata ngn Dr.Pauzi tu kelas die 'boleh la'.. adoiyaii.. 2 la g gatal tnye psl abundance of phytoplankton.. dh die dok tnye psl klas die ok ke x.. aku lak nebes x btempat.. huhu.. but i've email him.. haha.. m'capub nyer aku.. well.. he seems ok..

i feel a lil' bit of lonely when the class take 5.. but i can survive, insyaAllah.. i make a few of new fren but most of them already have their own clique.. i dont mind.. no cliques.. lone ranger with a few of fren here n there.. its better..

but i do feel extremely lonely when i'v got no fren to eat with me.. God i need a bf! coz 90% of my bff hv bf already.. they r leaving me! waaa~~

Best things to have chicken pox

These are a few thing that make me happy about having chicken pox

1) I can go home EARLIER than i planned.. and L-O-N-G-E-R..

2) I can find kelapa muda in Melaka.. make me realize, my hometown is better.. opps.. jgn marah.. :P

3) I can watch 42inch TV at home with astro.. hoho..

4) I live with the most understanding n caring man n woman on earth which is my MOM n DAD..

5) I hv plenty of water here in Mlk.. heard that Sri Serdang dont.. i hope my frens r ok..

6) I dont feel lonely..

Another boring day

akn aku cekalkn ati aku utk duduk kt cni.. huhu.. aku xmamam lg ni sb aku pose.. hehe..

arini aku x wt apa pon slain dr basuh bju, on9 n bce mjlh kesihatan..

aku bru tau psl ank autisme.. korg tau? g google.. huhu..

senaman utk mdapatkn peha yg cntek.. haha.. agk menarik phatian gak..

pastu didik ank secara diplomasi.. hmm.. n its important nowadays kot utk ank g klas mpertahankn diri..

buku 'i'm not afraid' yg aku bce lom khatam lg.. huhu.. dok jln2 virtually cr journal gak..

hmm.. kul 5.30 kang nk trun buang smpah.. pastu nk g bli apa2 yg ptt utk bbuka.. mkn roti je la kot.. huhu..

waa.. aku nk tgk bpe lme aku tahan x mkn nasi.. klo kt bintulu, baru 2 ari dh rse mcm nk mati x dpt nasi.. haha..

p/s: aku dpt bajet mini mohe utk support yuran pngajian aku!! Alhamdulillah..

Pujukan Seorg Ayah

smlm aku menangeh je spnjg ari.. nk2 lg time smyg, lg meleleh2 air mata+ingus skali.. wuwu. sebak sgt.. hukhuk..

bl aku x nangeh lg, aku tepon mak aku.. pastu, aku sje gtl bgtau.. arini asik nangeh je mak.. ttb aku nangeh lg.. hukhuk..

aku pon meminta mak aku mbeli kn aku brbd sb kt cni aku sgt lonely.. rumet pon jns senyap je.. respon pon kurang memuaskn.. hukhuk.. tabaek kn ngata rumet.. tp kn.. nsb baik ade akk2 kt kt sblh blk sb mreka ringan mulut gak la.. xde la aku kekok..
4 the 1st time eva, aku tdo nyenyak gle.. mne x.. dh asik nangeh jek kije.. hukhuk..

arini, pg2 mak aku call.. mreka nk dtg cni.. anto kn brg2 aku.. aku hepi sgt.. yg ni pon aku nangeh sb aku xnk nangeh bl jumpa mak aku.. huhu.. nk2 lg kkk ipar aku ade skali.. xmau la die tau.. malu2.. huhu.. i bear that in mind..

mula2 dtg aku hepi gle.. mula la aku bcakap x henti2.. pot pet pot pet.. pastu.. kitorg order mkn kt maulana.. lawak gle mamak tu.. promo abc.. 'satu malaysia punya ada dalam sana' siap ngn gaya skali.. haha..

pastu bl time nk blk.. kt parking kreta.. aku trus nk nangeh.. dpn mak, aku control lg.. bl salam ayh, aku trus peluk ayh.. trus aku nangeh t'esak2.. puas ayh pjuk.. dengar gak sore ayh aku brubah..

'npe ni' ayah tnye.. lembut je.. ayh pupuk lembut ubun2 aku.. slalu klo aku ngadu mslh dlm keadaan yg x syahdu mcm ni, mesti kne sembur.. hukhuk.. 2 aku x suka sgt ngadu kt ayh aku.. aku t'esak2.. lgsg xleh nk bsuara..

'ada mslh ke, nak?' ayh tnye lg.. 'ade mslh?' ayh ulg lg.. aku geleng2 kepala..

'xde' sepatah je aku bls.. aku juz trase nk peluk ayh lme2.. dpt kn kekuatan dr ayh.. biar la org kt kedai mamak tu tgk.. peduli apa aku.. d kala aku ssh, ade org2 tu nk tlg? xde pon.. mak ayh gak yg tlg.. x salah pon klo aku nk nangeh kt ctu..

'xde apa la.. dugaan idup.. igt senang nk bjaya.. kne la ssh ckit.. hmm?'

'ayh pon suka ank2 ayh bjaya dlm idup.. ank2 ayh slalu dpt doa ayh'

'bru ckit dugaan nk nangeh dh.. ayh lg byk dugaan dlu' statement ayh aku mbuatkn aku kuat.. i know what my father hv been thru.. since he was small die dh khilangan ayh.. he grow up with poverty tp lgsg x mhalang die dr bjaya.. he was excellent during high school.. klo x masakan die teror bbahasa inggeris.. dgr la die speaking.. korg pon tkezut.. ayh aku bkn calang2 pak aji je tau.. even mse meminang mak aku pon, ade je kata2 yg x enak d dengar.. tp ayh aku tabah je..

'kt bintulu ko x nangeh, kt cni ko nangeh pulak..' tketawa ckit aku.. bru ade kelegaan..

'ha dh2.. jgn nangeh dh.. kuat kn smgt.. apa2 kitorg dekat kt cni'..'

'smyg byk2.. doa byk2' ayh masih urut blkg aku.. aku pon rse kuat gle aku peluk ayh td.. huhu..

pastu bru aku reda ckit.. walaupon ade sedu lg, aku mdapat kekuatan dr ayh..

'yaAllah.. ko pnjg kn la umur mak ayh aku.. berikan la mereka kesihata..' ni la doa pertama tpancul tiap2 kali aku lps abeh smyg.. lps tu, bru la kebahagiaan akhirat pd family n guru2 ku.. pastu bru doa jodoh yg baik n ank2 yg soleh..

huhu.. aku tulis ni pon dok nangeh2 gak.. abeh housemat aku ke hulu ke hilir tgk aku dok gonyoh2 mata yg x gatal sb nk seka air mata.. huhu..

Lapo nyer

arini aku kbusanan lg.. aku tgh mnunggu dik wan m'bls msj aku ni.. huhu.. intenet slow la plak arini.. huhu..

pg td aku dh call KPT n fax aku mgkin dh d proses.. harap2 bgitu la.. huhu..

n pg td gak aku bgayut ngn megat.. smpai abeh kdt aku.. huhu.. byk tol cite.. especially cite bab kwn ni la..

bl kt sorg2 mcm ni, bru kt tau spe kwn spe x..

hmm.. aku doa kn pakcik megat survive kt USM nti.. die lg pulak.. cha sorg je ade kt sne.. huhu..

pd aku, xde apa pon nk d bgga kn ngn master ni.. tp ujian n apa yg kt blaja dr kesusahan utk survive yg pntg..

aku b'syukur gak sbnrnya.. aku idup merantau lps matrik.. n aku survive d sane.. aku masih mjadi org.. harap2 kt cni pon aku leh survive..

adeh.. pedih dh perut aku.. wuwu.. bl la dik wan nk bls msj aku ni.. ade klas kot bdk tu..

till then.. salam..

A Friend

arini, aku bgn pg with blurness in my head..

n KPT scholarship really make my morning very gloomy.. not because i lost the possibilities to earn that scholarship but because i'm 1 of the slowest creature on this planet that get info..

but then, fendi said i still got the chance if i fax my last result by this instant.. he offered me to fax it even when i said its ok myb its not my rezeki.. he insist that i can still have the chance.. he help me to fax it.. he dont even take a single cent for helping me out.. i really dont know how to thank him for that.. huhu.. Alhamdulillah.. i thank Allah swt to help me too..

For this moment, i juz need strength from sum1 that i call friend..

What-a-Sad-Day

huhu.. arini 4 the 1st time aku g fac.. b4 this kn aku kne g bahagian antarabangsa utk jumpa advisor.. so.. it a bit weird.. it more weird when i see so many people here and there which is totally diff from bintulu campus.. hmm.. well.. nothing much to write..

its juz that i'm totally homesick.. 1month at home is enuff to make me want to go back this instant..

the loneliness is killing me!!

i wake up early this morning.. wondering what to do.. n then my mom call me n give opinion on how i shud solve my blurness.. then, i call for dr.zelina s/u juz to ask her help to remind dr.zelina to call me asap s i need to register my courses..

n then, i take a nap while waiting 11.30 s i want to follow nabil n fendi to see their supervisor.. hmm.. saje nk menempel.. n its pressurize me when i learn that they have start looking for journal n so on..

n then we wondered around looking for room that they will place all postgrad student there..

n i learn that all of postgrad classes will b held on saturday n sunday, which means.. i have to take a long path juz to get to the fac! whats worst is, i cant go back on weekends! it make me worried.. wuwu..

i tapau a lil bit of food n go back..

the clock is ticking n it shows 1pm.. gosh.. i need to do sumthg else.. i dont want to eat my food early coz i'll get hungry at the end of the day.. so i decided to call n sms a few of my fren..
at 3pm.. i'm dead..
at 4pm i ate my food..
at 5pm i look at the clock.. tick tick tick.. damn.. the needles dont seem to move a bit!
i look at outside countless time.. i HAVE to take a walk.. but its hot.. jog is not an option..
i pray.. this time, i'm cried.. i dont want my mom to worry about me.. i dont want her to know that i cried.. i got no 1 else to talk too.. my housemate? we juz know each other for 1 day.. i cant cry to them.. my fren? they got their own matters.. my ex? he is an ex.. what do u expect? but i know i can alwiz rely on sum1.. Allah swt is alwiz there for His servant.. i cried to Him.. people alwiz say, after we cried, we gain a strength.. n its true.. Alhamdulillah..

i wish sum1 is here to take me out for a ride.. juz to ease my homesick.. but.. of course.. i'm away from my family n there's no 1 here..

my rumet offer to accompany her to maybank.. but i dont want to trouble her.. she ride a motorcycle, but then, i'm heavy! tho aina once said to me 'bknnye kne pikul, motor yg bwk' but i hv to turn her down.. sorry.. huhu..

i decided to lepak-ing here.. yes CC! its been ages since i last go to cc.. huhu..

hmm.. i juz hv to make my day brighter..

Ice ice bebeh

aku bru pas bfoya2 utk kali terakhir sblum trikat ngn master.. huhu..

aku tgk ice age 3.. best gle! rugi spe xtgk.. i'll do my review kt fs.. aku nk bg 4.75 bintang hingga 5 r.. serius ckp, cite ni lg best dr transformers 2.. hoho..

b4 tgk wyg, 4 d 1st time eva, aku try main deytona.. haha.. after years.. dak aliya n cha ade je ajk aku maen.. tp aku slalu xmo.. akhirnya aku try gak bendalah ni.. ssh woo.. nk kwl stereng.. sb aku xphm how it works mula2.. aku dpt no 40.. haha.. corot gle..
2nd time try, ok la.. dpt no 32.. hebat x.. leh thn r.. haha.. stereng aku kwl baik punya.. haha..

pas tgk wyg, kitorg g karok kt dlm karaOK box.. best r gak.. dpt melalak.. haha..