PROVOKED

i'm being PROVOKED!

ok.. aku sangat tak suka apa yang terjadi petang ni..

ada sorang student mat itam ni selalu datang office, jumpa dr.sutarji..

hi hi ngan dia, biasa lah..

but today, he approach me.. to know me better..

he take coins from my table and say "can i take this?"

a bit blur about what he trying to say.. is he joking around or what..

Mat itam: tomorrow is public holiday. Dont you go back to your hometown?

me: Yeah.. i'm going back..

Mat itam: will you bring anything? for me?

Me: (asal la mamat ni) i dont go out often..

Mat itam: You said here is boring, you stay at home.. then in hometown also you do the same.

Me: i've got my family. Its different you see..

Mat itam: wow.. you are conservative..

Me: haha

Mat itam: when will i see you again? can we meet somewhere? Putrajaya or KL?

Me: err..

Mat itam: how i'm gonna meet you if i dont have your number? (he makes me think)

Me: err..

Mat itam: you see, malaysian is really different.. they dont give their number.. i got number from girl, but then if i sent message asking, how are you? they dont reply.. why??

Me: Usually we dont entertain things like that.. asking have you eat, is like a standard question.. its not really important to reply.

Mat itam: ouh.. if i ask how your research, would you reply? you see, if in the outside world, it is ok if we exchange phone number. its not like i'm gonna phone you always? but then stil, what the used of getting phone number if i call and you will not pick it up.. when we are friends, we can share stories you know.. not only talks about studies, love..

Me: haha (ketawa tak ikhlas ble dengar perkataan love)

Mat itam: why is it actually? its not like i'm gonna harm you..

Me: no.. its not it.. we just think that it is a waste of time spending time with someone who we dont have future with (berterabur dah ayat aku)

Mat itam: well.. you cant say that.. in maybe 7 to 8 years, you might be divorce.. who knows.. i'm just saying this.. email.. malaysian treat their email like God.. its very important to them.. Do you got boyfriend?

Me: yeah.. in Melaka.. (bohong sunat lagi aku)

Mat itam: i see.. you see.. i just want you to change..

Me: it cant be.. its mentality.. we grow up with it..

Mat itam: (geleng2 pale macam kecewa gila ngan jawapan2 aku) hmm.. you are stubborn.. you know that? and i like that..

Me: haha

Mat itam: you know, if you lose your scarf, you look like US people..

Me: (puji aku ke ni? ahaha)

Mat itam: you see my skin? its dark.. people here say people like me is crazy with sex and bad.. do you think like that too?

Me: err.. naa~

mat itam: you dont tell lies..

Me: haha.. yeah.. i dont tell lies..

Mat itam: so, can i have your phone number? no?

Me: (geleng2 lagi)

Mat itam: (muka kecewa gila lagi sekali) see you on tuesday.. i gotta run.. Dr.sutarji will be get mad if he saw me stil here, talking with a girl..

well.. hey.. dalam cita mat salih, you wont approach a girl if you are not interested in her right? so, what's your point in approaching me? asking me, i got a bf or not, saying things like, i like you.. duh.. suppose i answer him like that.. and give straight to his face.. arghh.. i hate foreigners!

p/s: ayat mungkin telah di ubah.. tapi sedikit sebanyak, perbualan kami begini.. dan dia ada je cerita macamana dia di nigeria dan dia di australia and japan.. so, ilmu kat dada dah cukup kot nak judge malaysian people..

and i dont mind if he wants to talk to me.. i can understand.. and as a good malaysian students, i can give feedback on the topics.. enough la kan.. nak apa lagi.. provoking me on how we, malaysian think, he really piss me..