Life As We Know It

Sabtu aritu aku gi tengok wayang.. tajuk cite, life as we know it.. ok la cite dia.. romantic comedy..

josh duhamel tu dah la sedia hot.. hakhak.. aku kenal dia bila aku tengok cita transformers.. when in rome pon dia berlakon gak.. hotness2.. haha..

life as we know it ni cita dia pasal besfren pada holly and messer ni meninggal dunia dan dalam wasiat diorang, diorang mintak besfren masing2 untuk jaga baby diorang, sophie..

holly and messer ni dah sedia membenci antara satu sama lain sebab diorang rasa diorang sangat tak compatible bila besfren diorang ni soh diorang try untuk date.. haha

holly tak suka messer masa 1st date diorang, messer dah wat perangai.. lambat dekat sejam.. pastu baju lak stok2 mat motor sedangkan holly pakai dress waktu tu.. tapi bukan stok mat rempit k.. he's handsome with jacket.. hakhak..

aku sangat shidey time holly gi stesen polis bila kawan dia eksiden.. bila messer dah datang, dia peluk messer.. wuwuwu.. sedihnya bila hilang besfren.. T_T

time diorang jaga baby pon best.. nak2 lagi time nak bersihkan berak budak tu.. kekeke.. lawak ar.. masa baby tu make 1st step pon best.. ouh.. bestnyer parenting.. tapi tengok pon sangat meletihkan kan.. huhu..

then aku suka time holly soh messer try ngorat dia.. and without she notice, messer tengah try ngorat dia.. kekeke..

and aku suka time motor messer dijahanamkan oleh holly.. haha..

tapi aku rasa holly tak understanding bila dia marah messer buat muka toya.. dia tak tahu yang messer mess up kat tempat kije disebabkan sophie tu dok nangih2.. tapi aku suka bila holly mintak maaf bila messer balik ke umah.. huhu..

and again aku rasa holly tak bertimbang rasa bila dia melenting bila dapat tahu messer d promote kerja and terpaksa pindah ke phoenix untuk kerja tu..

tapi aku suka bila holly bergegas cari messer kat airport..

overall cita ni aku bg 3.45 bintang ar..

not so bad.. yang penting aku ada rasa teruja bila tengok.. takde la boring je.. hehe..

p/s: jangan tengok sammy's adventure.. tak best langsung.. tapi terasa macam nak tengok megamind.. hehe.. ada sapa2 nak ajak saya tak?? :P

think honey.. dont blame people

why do we have to concern about other people? when they dont even concern about us..

....

a friend of a friend of mine asked me this question.. its a dumbstruck question.. make me think hard how to answer..

in a logical way, the answer would be like this:
coz we need people in our life.. its a thing we have to do to maintain good relationship with people..

in a concern-spiritual/religious way, the answer would be like this:
even-though people not concern about us, we have to concern about people.. reward will be given to those who are nice to other people.. we learn this since we were like 3? hmm..

in a jokingly way, the answer would be like this:
who say? all malacca people are really good at concerning others.. like me.. ahahaha..

....

sometimes we do feel angry with people.. saying that they are not concern as we are.. but maybe we chose the wrong friend..

to me, a few good friend is WAY better than having thousands of friend..

i dont care about friend.. i care about my bestfriend.. to be concern and understanding is the most crucial thing you gotta have in a friendship.. its a give and take..

but let us take a look in a mature sight..

you cant expect everyone stay by your side all the time..

they got hard times too..

have you think about that?

dont you sounds selfish if you want everybody to concern about you?

to me it's simple..

if you want my concern, share with me or show to me and i'll give you..

if not, i wont bother.. not because that i'm not concern but because i respected your choice for not sharing with me..

if you still think that you lack of people concerning about you, then i think you are attention seeker.. ok.. that is your problem right now.. hahaha.. just switching on the button in your brain to think about it..

ok.. if its really true that ALL the people around you not concern about you, then i think you are the one who got problem..

think honey.. dont blame people..

:)

Korang tengok aku macamane?

perempuan suka tanya soalan macam ni..

"what do you think of me?"

"if i do this, what do you think?"

"kalo ko tengok fb aku, apa ko pikir?"

they really love want to know what people think about her/thing that she did..

and certain girls can ask the exact same question 2 - 3 times daily.. they will ask you EVERYDAY! hahaha..

please bear with them..

semalam aku membincangkan hal ni dengan sorang member lelaki aku.. dan dia cakap, itulah kesabaran yang perlu lelaki ada.. coz untuk sesapa yang kurang sabar dan cepat bosan, kompem akan rasa menyampah kot.. haha..

tapi tak semua girl macam ni.. ada je girl yang tak banyak cakap.. dalam 10 orang kawan baik perempuan aku, ada dua orang yang pe'el nyer begini.. see.. 8/10 still ok.. they asked but not as much as yg 2/10 tu.. hakhak..

girl usually dont feel satisfied with people answer.. in the end, she still have her own opinion but without solution.. solution doesnt important in our lives.. we juz step away from the problem. ye ke?? ye kot.. until there is another source that make us do things that can settle our problem.. huhu

p/s: i dont care what people think of me.. coz i have my own beautiful thought.. hahaha yes, i'm juz full of meself.. urm.. bukan apa.. penat lah kalo asik nak pikir what everybody think about us.. kalo kita buat salah pon, cukuplah kalo orang yang sayang kita je tau benda yang betul.. and if you really wanna know about me, juz ask me straight.. i'll answer you..

my coffee prince

From left: choi han sung, han yu juk, go eun chan, choi han kyul

from left: choi han kyul, hong ajusshi, eun chan, ha rim, sun ki, min yeop

balik rumah weekend aritu dok marathon coffee prince..

aa.. i miss this drama.. i remember how angry the hero has been when he knows the fact that the 'guy' he likes is actually a girl after all..

and yang paling aku suka pasal drama ni ialah couple2 dia.. haha.. sangat jujur antara satu sama lain.. mungkin sebab salah satu couple tu dah lama bercinta.. huhu.. korang kena tengok la baru tahu.. huhu..

bila ko suka seseorang, ia macam dah jadi habit untuk ambil tahu pasal dia..

bila seorang perempuan yang suka berubah hati jadi sangat susah hati bila lelaki yang suka kat dia pulak berubah hati sebab lelaki tu tak pernah berubah hati sebelum ni.. hmm.. (kalo aku pon aku riso)

bila han seung dapat tahu eun chan ada suka pada han kyul, yu juk dengan cool nyer bertanya, "nak aku tenangkan kau tak?"

bila han kyul senyum tiap2 kali jumpa eun chan.. sinaran mata menunjukkan dia memang betul2 sayang kat eun chan.. (pandai diorang berlakon kan.. ciss)

"hyungnim ---> oppp-ppaa?" kekekeke.. comel la..

ok.. dah.. takmo cita lagi.. makin aku ingat makin aku tersenyum sorang2 terkenangkan cita ni.. hehe..

ouh.. nak cakap ni je..

kalau dulu, masa aku sekolah, kompem aku akan suka pada sun ki yang buat waffle.. sangat encem ok.. ada toncet.. watak dia macam watak manga.. haha..

tapi sekarang ni, bila dah besar sikit, aku lebih suka han sung or han kyul la.. macam eun chan, aku akan tertarik ngan han sung dulu.. suara macho beb.. baik.. sangat menenangkan bila bersama.. boleh cerita everything.. haha..

tapi aku akan pilih han kyul sebab han sung dah ada awek.. huahahaha.. tapi, mungkin han kyul pon aku tak mo kot.. coz he is way better than me.. dia patut dapat someone yang layak untuk dia.. haha.. poyo je haku..

so in the end, aku akan pilih lelaki yang sederhana je.. yang family nyer baik dan dia pon baik..

rupa paras tak penting dah bila kita dewasa..

tapi aku tak tahu la kalo lelaki.. ada je kawan lelaki aku kata rupa itu penting.. salah satu benda wajib dalam pencarian bakal isteri dia.. tapi ada jugak yang kata rupa cantik itu bersifat sementara.. heh.. jadi, pilih yang cantik hati dan budi nya..

;)

did i juz lost my trust to love?

i wish i can share every sadness with someone..

the ONLY someone..

tapi belum masanya..

and i've got no one i really can share everything..

bahu mereka bukan dicipta untuk berkongsi bebanan aku..

aku hormati itu..

dan cinta tidak menjamin hidup akan sentiasa bahagia..

not that i lost my trust to love..

cuma kadang2 jiwa ini bersangsi dengan perasaan indah itu..

kerana aku sedar, langit tidak selalu cerah..

cukuplah aku berhati-hati dengan melihat orang disekelilingku..

bahagia? hadir untuk seketika sahaja.. selebihnya, air mata yang selalu dititiskan.. cinta kah itu?

love suppose to be beautiful isn't it?

maybe they start to realize that they are from different planet after all..

tapi kenapa tiada persefahaman di hati?

adakah cinta tu penipuan semata-mata?

makin diuraikan makin kurang percaya aku pada cinta..

T_T

feel like crying.. feel like wanna go home n hug my mom n cry hard.. only she can calm me down.. she's natural..

ank mak?

i'm not a superwoman guys..

n i dont want to burden my fren with my prob/feeling..

to my fren, plz dont ask why am i acting like this.. plz dont bother to call me.. i know u'r concern but this is not ur prob to share with me..

n i think luv is suxx no matter how i look at it.. its juz make people around me suffer and it shudnt b that way.. and for that, i say bubye to luv.. (for this time being je la.. haha)

p/s: i feel like switching off my nfon.. my supervisor wont be around until 30th.. anything, please emel me..

p/s/s: emo nyer haku.. hahaha.. mesti ada orang salah faham ingat aku kena reject coz i say luv suxx.. well.. this is not about being rejected by sum1 guys.. tapi i juz feel down.. i'll b back if i'm ok.. read "man from mars, woman from venus" by john gray and u will understand that this is just about woman with her wave and well thingy.. hahaha..

chow..

salam

love the way you lie!

seriously i'm in love!

omGD! tak tipoo!! try dengar ni.. mesti korang pon terus jatuh chenta macam aku gak.. seyes sedap ok sore dia... jeloz haku.. dah la cun.. huhu..

ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

스마람 아구 부앙 트바앝... 하하하

추바 트가 아구 부앝 아파.. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

아구 안타 라구 같 스스오랑.. 후후후..

부간 스바랑 라구..

라구 투 아구 양 nyanyi.. (탁드 애짜안 nya-nyi 푸락) ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

아이고~~

탁프.. 짠찌 하티 블붕아..

p/s: saja dengki korang.. tak leh baca.. ahahahaha..

in a hospital

oh.. lupa pulak..

arini aku pegi General Hospital Melaka.. makcik sedara aku masuk ICU..

itu adalah pertama kali aku menjejakkan kaki di situ..

perasaan?

masa misi tu kasi masuk, aku dah start bau pelik2 dah..

lepas lalu je kaunter, ada beberapa bilik dalam tu.. sikit pon aku tak toleh sebab takut.. ada gak aku jeling-jeling sikit.. tapi untuk lihat keseluruhan, bergetar juga rasa dihati..

aku jadi pening tiba-tiba..

bila melangkah masuk tengok makcik piah, aku jadi sayu.. nampak dia terlantar je.. aduh.. bergenang jugak mata aku..

hmm.. ouh.. lupa pulak..

aku ada kazen di singapore.. masa dia datang melawat makcik piah, ada dia ceritakan yang dia terperanjat masa awal2 tengok keadaan hospital besar kat sini..

mana tak.. budak kecik berlari sana sini.. lepas tu di hallway, boleh pulak ada orang bantai jual makanan.. pastu orang dok bersantai berkelah, makan2 di dalam bangunan hospital..

kalo di singapore, their management are very strict.. manade budak2 berlari sana sini.. lantai pon diorang mop dengan sanitizer every now and then.. apatah lagi nak bagi orang jual2 kat hallway, lagi ar takda.. and lagi satu, the way they treat their patient.. bukan treat apa pon, just kekemasan tu kureng la.. contohnya, kalau kat singapore, patient dia yang tenat, yang masuk tiub2 kat mulut tu, tak nampak macam tenat pon coz plaster yang dia tampal tu kemas berbanding di sini, macam main tampal je.. tak kemas la.. (ni mereka yang cakap ye.. ngee..)

i think our government pon patut implement begitu.. oh lagi satu, no infant.. baby sangat vulnerable terhadap penyakit.. ni aku tengok, ramai sangat bawak anak kecik kat situ.. mungkin sebab takde orang nak jaga, dia angkut je kot? hmm.. kalo boleh elakkan, elakkan la..

bukanlah nak kata government kita tak bagus, tidak.. just kita boleh mencontohi benda yang baik kan.. ;)

salam..

membebel

from 1 to 10, they are all words to make you better..
but since you wont listen to me, its only nagging to you..

ok.. bila aku tengok sub kat video ni, serius sweet ok.. yela.. pompuan kan selalu membebel.. tapi seyes la.. pompuan bebel bukan sebab apa pon.. sebab dia care.. kalo dia tak care, takde maknanya dia nak bazir tenaga dia jadi tenaga bunyi.. huhu.. betul tak wahai wanita di luar?

a ring on my hand

mungkin shoutout saya pagi tadi menggemparkan sesetengah pihak.. huahaha.. aduh.. salah paham pulak kawan-kawan aku..

shoutout aku?

".. a ring on my hand.." - not even a finger la.. tp people are speculating and congratulating.. haha..

aku bagitau mak aku about my shoutout and how people react.. she laugh!

and she told me to say,

"tengkiu ^^" - apakah??? sengal mak aku ni.. haha..

tapi seriusly, langsung tidak terlintas untuk membuat semua orang salah faham..

well.. its juz about a ring.. THE ring actually.. ring that i love so much..

my mom's ring..

a few years ago, i lost the ring.. and then after about 1 year, my sister found it somewhere in my room.. myb it slips thru my finger when i was sleeping coz its a lil big.. i feel really happy about it..

back then, i was famous for losing ring in my house.. i lost my grandma's ring when i go to sagil when i was small.. hmm.. since then, my mom never give me any ring.. and that ring is the second ring i got.. i just want to treasure it.. huhu..

and then, just a few weeks ago, i lost it again.. i notice my bare hand when i was at the office.. and i panic! but my mom juz say that, "if ada rezeki, ada lah"

the next thing i know is, i found it at my toto, the place i was sleeping everyday.. haha.. then i wear it togather with the necklace coz i dont wanna lose it again.. but today, i just feel that i want to wear it on my finger again.. it belongs there.. not with the necklace.. hmm..

..a ring on my hand..

the end

takziah

semalam aku buat shoutout yang aku tak suka budak2 kat fb post2 vid pasal eksiden on 10.10.10 kat km 223 melaka.. pada aku, vid2 ngeri macam tu sangat lah tak patut disiarkan.. walaupon alasan korang kononnya nak orang amik iktibar.. aku rasa sume orang pon dah tau the FACT yang driver tu RETARDED or whateva la kan yang korang cakap.. tapi.. benda2 macam ni, kesedaran masing2 ar.. orang2 yang speeding tu, korang ingat, tengok vid2 macam tu, leh insaf ke? takde maknanya.. len ar kalo korang gi ketok kepala sekor2 time depa drive laju2 tu.. ha.. tang tu baru depa sedaq..

aku geram je semalam bila one of my kosmet komen shoutout aku tu.. aku dah agak dah dia akan komen.. and aku jawab sebaik yang boleh untuk dia berfikir.. harap2 dia terima la.. takde plak nak argue2 ngan aku.. huhu..

semalam masa aku lalu kat kawasan tu, seriau aja.. and aku nak je update status fb aku.. tapi, 1 of my schoolmate, boyfren dia involve dalam eksiden tu.. and looking her updating her fb regarding her bf, kerisauan dia, so pity la.. tak sampai hati nak cerita apa-apa pasal tempat kemalangan.. tu la.. kemalangan tak berbau.. harap dia tabah..

untuk mangsa2 dan keluarga kemalangan ngeri tersebut.. takziah diucapkan.. bagi yang trauma dan cedera, aku doakan korang sembuh fizikal dan kuat semangat lepas ni.. amin!

~falling~

falling in love is not an option.. but if i fall, let it be the best option i have.. amin~ (khairiyah, 2010)

nebes

aduh.. arini aku tergelabah.. sometimes aku sendiri pon tak paham dengan diri aku sendiri.. bila nasihat orang, bukan main pandai lagi.. bila tang kena batang idung sendiri, tak pandai lak nak control.. huhu..

jadi orang yang banyak dengar bebelan aku ialah kawan baik aku kat jepun.. ni la gara-gara selalu YM dia time2 kije.. masing2 dok cite problem masing2.. yang bestnye sebab problem kitorg pasal benda yang berbeza.. so.. give and take tu stabil la.. susah gak kongsi kalo dua2 alami problem yang sama.. nanti nasihat masing2 takleh nak pakai.. haha..

apa problem aku? biar lah jenny je yang tau.. yang pasti dia seorang yang sangat optimistic.. and apa aku boleh cakap, dia sangat supportive.. tak kesah macamana teruk pon kelihatan problem aku tu on that particular matter.. dia still kata ok.. and shud move on.. carry on.. and segala macam on.. haha.. oh! i think i really need to grow up and be patient and dont be so nervous.. haha..

tq jenny..

btw, agak2 spe tau apa aku tulis ni?

수가 막안 나시 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

kekekeke.. teka ek.. huahaha.. nurul amira ahmad zakhi.. saya tau anda tau.. haha..

Misi mencari chenta 365 hari?

urm.. i think facebook is much better place to know someone.. well.. at least we can judge something about him/her.. the way he/she communicate with others.. types of friends he/she has.. haha.. macam biasa stalk orang je kan aku ni.. huahaha..

takdelah.. i like to see how people react.. it shows his/her knowledge.. and honestly, i added a few other unknown friend just because of their comments thru vids etc.. like my shoutout last nyte.. "i like guys with knowledge" seriously, i think people with knowledge are attractive.. hehe..

tapi kalo dia dah bobe banyok2.. aku pong x larat nak dengor.. lari je kang.. haha.. well.. people with knowledge ni sesuai untuk jadi teman bertukar2 pendapat.. tapi when it comes about feeling, susah gak.. ada banyak benda lain yang perlu dipertimbangkan.. tapi kalo dia knowledgeable on feeling gak, dah cantek ar tu.. aku ajak bertunang terus kang.. huahaha..

buat masa ni tak jumpa lagi.. kalo aku ada masa, aku cari la.. tapi sekarang dok bizi ngn abstract la kolokium la.. tergendala la jap misi mencari chenta ni.. eh.. tetiba.. kalo wat post ni best gak kan.. haha.. "MISI MENCARI CHENTA 365 HARI" cewah.. entah ketemu entah tak kan.. takkan la aku nak bercerita kat sini.. isk3.. kalo ada yang molek2 leh gak.. hoho..

oh btw, ingat tak yang aku dok berdebar2 la kejadah tu kan.. dah takde pe rasa dah ler.. lagipun 1 of my fren said kemungkinan besar, dia dah berkahwin.. so, bubye la.. haha.. urm.. kalo aku nak tulis post misi tu, urm, kemungkinan besar aku akan tulis yang elok2 aja la.. kalo tetiba misi tak berjaya, and aku teruskan dengan misi yang baru, paham2 la ye.. ada la tu yang tak kena di hati.. ngahaha.. ok.. aku ngaku aku cerewet.. lolx :P

eh.. tapi kompem ke nak tulis? biar aku pikir2kan.. kang ada je mulut2 orang yang cakap aku gatal.. ha.. macamana tu?? mulut orang ni bukan leh tutup macam mulut tempayan tu.. kan2..

tapi pada aku, kita memang kena sentiasa mencari la.. means.. open our heart to someone.. tapi kalo dah ketemu tu, dok dendiam dah ler..

oh lagi satu aku nak komen tentang orang2 yang bercinta.. tolong la jangan ingat pasangan kita tu acuannya sama seperti diri kita.. apa yang kita jadi sekarang adalah hasil didikan mak ayah dan orang sekeliling kita.. pasangan kita tu mungkin berbeza.. mungkin sangat berbeza.. jadi, kita kena la ambil kira tentang family background dia jugak.. kita tak boleh nak harapkan dia jadi seperti apa yang kita nak..

aku pernah bercinta.. aku tau perasaan tu.. tapi tolonglah bertolak ansur dan berbincang.. kesian pada member baik aku..

aku paling tak suka orang lelaki yang tak open up apa yang dia rasa.. kalo tak puas hati, say it to my face la omputih cakap.. tapi bukanlah dalam keadaan marah2.. tapi dalam keadaan waras dan dua2 try cari penyelesaian.. kalo agak2 sebab2 remeh je korang bergaduh, ada 1 je ayat yang senang, "kita bukak buku baru".. end of story.. kalo la aku jumpa someone yang berpikiran macam aku, alhamdulillah.. i'll be really grateful..

one fine spring day

A warm wind is blowing like it was that night
The flowers you lovingly planted have bloomed
Before I know it spring has come again
I still want to deeply sleep like it’s winter

You are so very far, so very far
To be honest I miss you every day
Even the very small, very small trivial things
make me think of you every day

Your comforting scent fills the room
in the flowers scattered around
Because I’m afraid one day I won’t be able to feel it
I want to take hold of even the air that you were in

You are so very far, so very far
To be honest I miss you every day
Even the very small, very small trivial things
make me think of you every day

A day becomes months
It seems that even in my heart too a new spring has come…

You are in such a far away, far away, far off place
I believe to you every day is spring
On a far off day, a very far off future, if you see me again
Tell me we were always together