unfavorable situation

stop nagging! you are not my mommy.. only my mommy have the rights to do that ok!

hehe.. ini bukan apa yang aku nak luahkan.. i'm just feel pity with someone..

seriously..

infront of me are two people yang sedang berborak.. i dont like how she straightforwardly say things like,

"its your project.. its up to your initiative.."
"call him.. or other him.. and the other.. blablabla.. NOW!"
"its your project.. its up to your initiative.." repeat it again and again.. to her friend..

in front of me?? a new ahKak you kenal.. halamak.. macam la kawan tu tak dengar.. macam la dia tu is a baby or something.. cant you say it nicely?

"try call this guy.. or this guy.. or the other guy.." a short sentence like TRY can make different with your word.. buat malu kawan jek.. oh btw, macam tu ke kawan? kawan yang refuse to teman ko berjalan di kawasan yang gelap? leh buang dalam tong sampah la kawan yang macam tu.. huhu..

hmm.. maybe budak tu tak terasa or apa.. but hey.. ahKak yang dok tercongok depan mata korang ni rasa menyampah tau.. dont let people bully you.. there's nothing wrong with being naive.. but dont let people think that you are stupid..

hmm.. why i hate that situation? because i am stupid and naive.. and clumsy too.. i'm a book smart but not really smart.. haha.. if i am that girl, after all the saying, maybe i dont even bother to call anyone.. leave it too me! it is my project ok! if i dont do it, then let me get the consequences! make mistakes! (like jessica in eclipse speech during graduation.. thats why i like the dialogue.. hehe..)

babe.. there's nothing wrong in making mistakes.. it is how you learn things! its a street smart things.. dont care how others thinks about you.. in the end, it doesnt even matter how you do it.. but how good the result is.. and be positive.. if you dont like how the problem lingers in your head, find a way to solve it instead of keeping it hovering around your head..

oh.. and i hate when i stoly molly to someone (because i just cant stand the situation), the person say this.. "just look at her (kawan yang bodoh2 alang tu).. that is the reason she was treated that way"

wohoo.. i feel like ~damn~

i want to say this to my dear friend.. "please dont look down at people.."

i see people through their smile..

between those two, i can see who is sincere enough to be a friend..

p/s: aku pon ada kawan2 bodoh2 alang macam aku gak.. but i respected him/her as a friend.. i never ordering her around.. as a friend, i just ONLY can give a guide.. a courage.. or even more, a SHOULDER to cry on.. not harsh word that can hurt him/her.. sapa aku? sape kau? sedikit pon takda hak ke atas dia, walau setitik darah sekali pun..


you go girl!

p/s/s: aku suka ero senin.. bodoh2 alang gak kadang2.. hahahaha..